At our core the Soul is eternal and well beyond physical attributes. The Soul lies solely and permanently in Holy Space and nothing holy will ever leave this domain. Then again nothing unholy will ever get in. Within this eternal existence the Souls of all beings and the infrastructure for all things are there without distinction. In this Eternal Realm of the Heavens you can’t differentiate anything except Light, Dark and Space, occupying a seemingly empty universe. More Dark than Light the Eternal Realm is endless, mystifying and completely Aware. Eternally alive and Godly, the Holiest Place there is, the visual effect of nothingness is the Eternal Body of God. That’s as Pure as it gets folks, where you see everything after it’s whittled down to its purest form. And despite the emptiness all are there existing in the Still Power of the Almighty Heavens.
Motionless and empty the Holy Space is pixelated with Light, however limited and surrounded by Darkness, nonetheless enough light to see all. Nothing and nobody is any different from this Holy Space, everything is grounded in that Holy Body.
They say follow the light after death but the light that is seen upon death is the wrong light to follow. The light manufactured by the minds energy is the light you need to ignore, because the real Light remains hidden within. The fake light created by energy is a high voltage light compared to Night Light that eternally burns. The Light we want to behold is the Soft Light of the Heavens which is only visible when the other light no longer dominates your horizon.
You would think a great ball of Light from the Almighty Source would be the Godhead, a Solid Core of Light somewhere in the Heavens, who knows what might be true.
Maybe it will relinquish movement for the Soul to wander in Eternity but I was met with Stillness, and that Stillness seemed uncompromising which could change after death. Hopefully then the Stillness will give way to a different type of travel for the Soul. I personally would like to help others find their heritage in whatever way I can but I’m afraid that’s only possible here or in afterlife. I can’t release you from what you are holding onto, no one can, it has to be done by you otherwise there is no meaning or understanding which is necessary.
Ultimately the Seer must let go of what it sees in order to See the Grandeur of Eternity. All must be put aside in order to uncover your Holy Home, everything else an obstacle, a meaningless substitute. Don’t be distracted by anything after death, no appearances should entertain you because you are formless and Pure.
The fact that I’m using the brain/mind to decipher what was seen by the Soul is an amazing situation that holds the meaning to life and God. To be able to see the Eternal Heavens and return to the imperfect mind to make sense of Godly Perfection is unusual and remarkable. It actually brings the two universes together. It gives you a deep understanding of both. I didn’t loose my connection to life which leads me to believe that will always be there. I don’t believe science has the ability to get closer to understanding the unseen, it won’t be able to measure the particle-less environment of Holy Space with particle instruments. It’ll remain a theory to most and a Reality to a very few. Skepticism and doubt will forever dog Spiritual knowledge and the vision of Reality. The very act of letting go of the mind, body and universe in order to see beyond is unbelievable, and then to reemerge back again is incredible, but nonetheless a very real fact. And now we can use the mind in the most beneficial way to decode the illusion from Reality, which is paramount to the Seer and the seeker. While God did it in pure space we need the mind to understand the ultimate meaning behind everything. We need to understand all of this in order to make a correct decision.
The mind in tandem with the Soul can work for you or against you, it ether propels one forward or regresses one back depending on individual choices and desires. The Souls visual attention is what decides which way you go. Withdraw your attention from life into the unknown. Be not afraid to choose the unknown for the unknown is the Holy Space.
Hello kurt
I do not know if u remember me Amina
I got in touch with u a while back u taught me about witnessing/I am at the back of head
I have been very busy still practicing but this is the hardest practice ever still not stabilised attention is pulled so often to the front scene but I am not giving up know it is the doorway out and in
I wanted to tell u that this latest post is so beautiful I have never heard it expressed like this before it actually made me cry like ha ing a faint memory of its truth yet I know it cannot be
Thank you for sharing
Amina
Thank you Amina,
Oh it certainly can, especially with you. It should strike a chord in certain people
who are sincerely searching. Unless you
are completely closed off it should resonate deep within and that is my hope.
I know it’s tough and it’s tough for me to explain it. In the past it felt like I wasn’t making any
progress but gradually breakthroughs were coming and rewarding enough to entice
me on. Now I have to think back to my struggles
before it became easy and figure out what I did to overcome the obstacles.
First of all the very act of witnessing the inner flow of the body is
more or less it because it’ll be one step away from the minds focal point, and
by slowly redirecting away from its normal positioning is a good start. That in essence is all you need because in
the act of witnessing the mind stops and it becomes vulnerable to change and
redirection. The mind is always thinking
and getting in the way and that yo-yo mind diet of bouncing back and forth feels
like you’re not getting anywhere but you are!
Just witnessing, the Souls attention naturally falls back to the in-between
point before it falls back to the possible melding point in Samadhi. I should point out that this meditation with
seemingly simple instructions is hard to master but the most direct. It takes more than 20 minutes twice a day to
master it or get a sense of progress, much in the same way you can’t expect to
master a craft by putting in just 40 minutes a day. You can still get there over the course of
time and master it; however urgency has to be replaced with patients. I started with Kundalini yoga which was an
easier meditation for sitting for short periods of time, so you can use one
like that which is easier until you can put more time in. I went from the two
twenty minutes to four hours a day with the Kundalini meditation but the energy
got to strong and disconcerting. That’s
when I turned to Nisarga yoga which slowly brought my attention to the
background thereby neutralizing the energy because I wasn’t directing it
anywhere specific. It took a while but
it felt a lot better with that mellow calm or mental strength that ensued from
it because I was not taking part in the bodily functions. I realized the importance of just letting it
all go on by itself naturally and that alone would eventually put me in a
position to get there, because that eventually neutralizes the mental
resistance we have to surrendering control.
Dear Kurt
So nice to hear from you!
Yes I do feel a deep connection to ur writing s especially the last one
Could u explain to me in more details the practice of witnessing the inner flow in the body
Can the witnessing be done with other aspects of ?
And is witnessing only from the mind? Whi h would defeat the purpose
Im just asking as I want to unxerztand better the exact position I should stand as
Also I sometime experience a vast formless background behind the head what is it? It feels like I am being pulled in backwards it feels peaceful and thoughts do not intrude so much
But I cannot abide there long and can only remain there when doing nothing impossible in activity
As for longer sitting practice I find it difficult as I am at a place n my life where a lot is changing things crumbling down family wise etc… I also hve 4 children which makes time for what I need difficult. Still nothing s more important to me than Truth so persevering no matter what appears in my life.
Long reply hope its not too much
Did u find the path a very ALONE thing? I find that mine is always has been
Anyway lovely talking to u after so long
Trust u r doing fine? Please keep writing
By the way r u teaching formally at all?
And where do u live?
Again nly f u feel drawn to share if not better ts all good
Love
A
Spirituality is a lonely path that you do solo. Nothing else matters
here except You. It all boils down to
You meditating on You without the new you getting in the way, you can get back
to that later. For now it is strictly for You and between You and God. It’s a solo mission of Power renewal which
can only be granted by the Almighty.
It’ll be determined by your ability to remain unafraid, to drop
everything and stand naked from all personal ideals and face the unknown alone.
The Soul needs to step up to the plate
and it will if you sit with It. It has
all the Power you need and now you know how to bring it out.
I live in Sedona and one of these days when I can afford to teach
without straining the finances I would like to give it a go.
I was wondering how busy your life is which is the usual constraints
making it hard to sit, and even if you do the mind continues to work. The desire
is good in you and a big part of the equation because when you have that
yearning there is unfinished business.
That type of witnessing the inner darkness only works when sitting, and
the active ways of meditating do help but not in the same way that would lend
itself to Realization (it’s too physical).
It does help with the redirection of the mind and that’ll help when it
comes time to sit, and it also keeps the ultimate goal in the forefront.
There is a distance that is acquired and although slight it makes a big
difference and I think that’s what you are referring too. Life pulls the Soul’s
attention to the forefront and for the most part that’s where it stays, but now
meditation shows it a way out through retraction. When starting it may be seconds before You
are drawn back to the forefront then as you go time gets longer and the
distance gets longer and seems vast.
When Realization comes Your resting area in manifestation will be
further back than it is now, in that rear most position. So as you dedicate yourself the further you
move down that corridor until you can spend some time in the foyer before the
Heavens. You spend time there and in reality it has to open up because the Soul
rests in Eternity. By waiting there
means you want the Power of Your Souls attention to get You out of these
restraints by retracting Home, then the finale barrier of particles gives way
due to the innate Still Power of the Heavens that the Soul possess. You patiently
sit there and wait and Eternity does the rest.
Thanks for your patients with my delayed response time.
Dear Kurt,
You are perhaps the second person I have come across in the entire internet space who is talking from direct experience ( And I have read voluminously). I come from the Advaita tradition and I have spent the last fifteen years in self inquiry. I have come up to the witness stage. After this no one ever explains what is to be done. I had never done formal meditation (except in brief periods) so far except philosophical contemplation, to reach the witness stage. This is because I am a householder and had to fulfill various duties. But I realize that I need to push further into the Soul and then to Spirit/God. I intuitively came to know that perhaps meditation would be the way out. I came across your website as I was searching how to go past the witness stage. Thank you so much for all your sharing in the website, which is so simple and direct, based totally out of experience. I have a strong Kundalini phenomena and at present most of the time it is concentrated towards the crown chakra.
Your web postings has instilled the confidence in me that only meditation is the way out. I shall start meditation from tomorrow itself. I would be happy if you could guide me through this process in case I do have any questions as I proceed with my meditations.
Much love,
Anurag
(I am a 38 years old male from India)