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Meditation: by a Spiritualist 

The end goal behind Meditation is to take our attention away from the mind and back to the Soul. Only a few will take it to that level, however the benefits from Meditation outweigh not Meditating. Personally important not only in life but the afterlife as well. 

Meditation strikes a balance between the mind and Soul. It does that by withdrawing our attention away from the mind, which is an exercise in attention control. The power to do that has always been ours but the mind uses our attention on life. Our power of attention is ancient and part of our Being but entangled within the mind to survive. The techniques in Meditations are designed to untangle it or at least give us a break from total mind dominance. The idea behind Meditation is to focus our attention on something that doesn’t involve the mind. Meditating not only has the highest spiritual value, it also benefits us in the daily grind.

We need enough knowledge to know the purpose and enough knowledge to know how it’s done.

We have inactive and active Meditations that can calm the mind down to the thoughtless state. In life we unknowingly access the thoughtless state all the time in short and long intervals. In Meditation we need to do the same thing but without visuals or thinking which makes it difficult. That’s why we use bells, bowls and mantras to occupy our attention on something else.

Active Meditation helps with spiritual guardrails keeping us spiritually in-tune.

Active Meditations are not as productive as inactive, but will have a similar effect when we put our attention directly on what we are doing. Active yoga uses stretching and balance for the feel of stretching and balancing, many actions do that like weightlifting, painting and mundane chores. Any time a thought rises during active Meditation we are not in the moment until we bring it back to doing, so it can be rather difficult. The same with inactive Meditation when a thought rises, we need to keep redirecting our attention to the technique to keep Meditating. The high-performance zone in sport, art and music (to name a few) is the highest form of active Meditation when our attention falls back inside in order to let the well-trained body act intuitively on instincts without forethought or thinking. It’s a natural and easy syncing that lasts for longer periods of time. When we are spiritual doing the mind will interfere and when we keep directing our attention on doing it’s an exercise in control.

There are many different types of sitting Meditations designed to pull our attention away from thinking. When we start with beginning Meditations we need to keep advancing to different techniques in order to attain different types of attention control. Especially with beginner Meditations like guided visuals, or any technique that uses the mind. Control is hugely beneficial, so we have to keep progressing. 

I started with kundalini yoga by directing my attention to areas on the body, that’s where we feel the power of attention because it controls energy wherever it goes. I moved on to Nisarga yoga which is the natural Meditation of just witnessing the inner sounds and energy of the body making it conducive for the merge with consciousness, the samadhi state. That is a beautiful, sweet spot in Meditation when energies and sounds of the body smoothly melt into a mass that is in sync and still, no mind, no body, no sounds, no boundaries just a solid mass of consciousness, the doorway to Eternity! 

The power of Attention.

We need to know the mind is a tool for the Soul and not the other way around, but the mind needs our attention too. We take control of our attention in small steps when we Meditate, and when we move up to different techniques our attention gets different levels of movement. If we can Meditate with no techniques and in a thoughtless state of Being our attention is gaining the power of independence, and there’s a perceivable distance between our attention and the mind.

In a deep state my attention goes up to think, that means we are before the mind.

There are plenty of setbacks on any path. On the positive side Meditation its free and done on free time, available to everyone and you can do it anywhere, I made it unnoticeable in public.

In the end we have to surrender the mind which is everything we think we are to the Cause. Life in the universe has an end clause so it should be treated as such.

My do or die attitude was there because of my relationship with Yogiraj Maharishi who showed me enlightenment is real and attainable. That’s the only carrot I needed and after that it’s practicing the fine art of meditation. Even though our meditations seem to go nowhere we are slowly working towards attention control the whole time.

In the afterlife if we want to be Eternal we need to go back to Meditation, by retracting our attention away from what we see when free floating because dreams are part of the minds makeup and that continues. It’s important to know we are not the mind, spirits or human. In the afterlife if we don’t voluntarily give up on the mind domination by ignoring all images, we won’t see Eternity. We are the Eternal Soul, and the mind is a product of time. If we let it dominate us, we won’t find Eternity and we will most likely go down with it, but if we release it the connection will still be there. 

In life and afterlife that what we observe is not who we are, in Eternity, that what we observe is who we are.

We need to practice the art of Meditation because our Attention is Eternal and useable in Eternity.

The Almighty Being

These deep spiritual secrets are compiled from first-hand experience, I’m putting it out there even though my predecessors didn’t, and it’s not hard to see why. This subject is controversial and elusive when spirituality, philosophy and physics have to coexist, especially when physics is still growing up. I jumped over many holes worth looking at, as long as it stays on the road a discussion might help. Nonetheless, the core of this essay is extremely helpful to all. I have zero doubt in what happened to me, it took countless hours, in the thousands when you count active meditation, and now with parameters, this is as good as it gets. This brings us all closer to the truth than ever before. As long as you know what it’s all about you’ll have the upper hand.

The word Almighty in the title represents all the living Beings that made it Home, all who made it back cemented their legacy. It also stands for the all-powerful because Eternity is impenetrable by energy thus holding power over it. The word Being represents the true nature of existence in its simplest formless state.

Yogiraj Vethathiri Maharishi and I believe creation just happened, not purposefully or with forethought, nothing has been done with intent not even the act of Being or Becoming, even though it implies intent, we think not, absolute space before the universe must of had that latent potential to become Aware. Pure particle-less space changed so technically it evolved thereby creating consciousness and a universe that evolves. I think, Still Awareness radiated consciousness in a new grosser dimension of time.

All of this craziness in life exists because it was unintentional from the start, a Being that had no intention to create a universe. All of absolute space before the universe became Aware. Awareness of Being is the only thing that can coexist with Eternity. If some sort of resource exists it naturally begets a user even in eternal space. The Eternal Universe before the physical universe is still there, which is the place of Souls and the birth of moving consciousness.

The Almighty Being has Aware Souls for all beings in the universe with an evolving consciousness to work with, as humans it’s all within our grasp. We all have a Drop of the Source to find our path Home, that means all living beings in the universe are the children of God, the word God here has nothing to do with what is taught. 

Consciousness allows us a path to the Top to have the same Awareness of Being Eternal that was cemented when eternal space became Aware.

Our Eternal Being is a perfect existence however the universe isn’t, in this land of speed dial opposites you can expect the ugly is alive and well. Luckily, we are the alpha animal with the inherent ability to know. 

Eternity has a growing anomaly.

Not visible to the Almighty but growing telescopically within Eternity is the universe, everything is on its own to evolve, there’s nothing personal about it. The accidental Creator doesn’t interfere nor has it and never will, it works perfectly on its own. Awareness of existence is all we need. 

We pray hoping the Ruler of the universe will single us out for an advantage or help, which shows how hapless we really are. However, the Source within us can provide some ethereal help for another. We have the power to be the person of the cloth, quietly and unnoticed, picture those you love and bless them individually and yourself for prosperity, happiness, health and peace.

Even the atheists will turn to higher Being during a traumatic time. They may not think that, but they will when their time comes. The religion they reject is putting them in the same hole and closing them off. Research worked for me because it opens you up to new ideas, starts the questioning process and the search for answers. 

The meditations I used are Hindu, my teacher used a name for enlightenment called God-Realization, technically that’s what it is. Your vision or attention turns in and away from the mind, you wait in a thoughtless state, which is the doorway, and in one fell swoop back in the Soul, seemingly far from life, but my vision or attention didn’t move, just like that life and the universe turned off and I was THERE!  You see what the Soul sees without the connection to life, you see Eternity, the Aware Being. That Drop gives us the privilege to Become Eternal. 

I know it’s a hard concept to tackle and words can’t convey. My mentor told me after realization there is a maturity process, I didn’t understand that until it all came together, it took me a long time to process so let the seed grow.

We need to see the world and universe as a stopgap.

When I think about the whole process we go through it works very well because we are the only ones that know ourselves, and that does the work in afterlife. We need to continue to evolve with love for others and ourselves, and we need enough spiritual knowledge to keep evolving past life and afterlife to the Source of All.

Ideally, finding Eternity the first moment we die is the best possible outcome because there is a favorable window before the mind and afterlife suck you in, it’s just an extra step. I think it could be time sensitive for the minds longevity. I believe the mind will be there in the outside universe for your return, however that relationship will be different now that you see the issue. You will understand the illusion.

Nisargadatta, was asked something like where’s Jesus and he said something like I doubt Jesus is Jesus anymore. 

He thinks the mind will die after a long time which could be an eon of time for the ones that made it Home. I think there might be ways to keep it longer. I’m hoping the connection to the mind will always be there for roaming. 

There is a to know aspect of Awareness which hints the doer is not needed. Hopefully the mind is not needed but I’m hedging my bet.

Seems to me if you wear out the mind before transcending, the physical identity dies with the mind, and the Soul just looses access, plug pulled game over but the electricity goes on unchanged.

If you’re not adding a doer to knowing the lease is over.

Awareness of your Eternal Being is the end game.

Why would you want to reincarnate once that happens, start over perchance to perish.

Can it be called reincarnation if your identity dies?

I think besides the guilt factor it was created to explain Karma and childhood attached Souls.

Make meditation your religion or part of your religion. We know right from wrong and how to act, but we are a bunch of screwups and act like assholes anyways. That is something that is a part of life and hard to stop. You will see all that when you go in, but on the bright side we need to shelf that and the mind, that doesn’t matter anymore when the way in is to go beyond life, and life will be your sticking point.

What a travesty the Soul isn’t readily available to us because we have this solid unspoilable anchor that keeps us grounded. We will see life differently and death as a transition because no one dies. Our only concern is keeping the world, animals and us healthy and happy. No religion, only spiritual guidelines.

The Conscious Mind

The Mind is a particle mass that forms after a Soul gets a body, the Still Aware Soul is home base for moving and evolving consciousness (dark energy) that circulates the universe. This allows the Soul to perceive movement with the use of this conscious derivative of Awareness. The Mind is a product of consciousness developed to cope with life, it has a long shelf life due to its reign in the afterlife. At birth the soul directs energy in the brain like a supernatural computer mouse linking everything in the brain together which eventually creates The Mind.

The Mind is our life bundle, our memory stick with everything we did. All our issues and triumphs downloaded from life and at death The Mind is released. Without the brain and body the mind (the false Soul) is allowed free rein in Afterlife however the mind also has a limited shelf life.

The Mind is a faulty example of who we are and riddled with emotional instability. Unable to escape from thoughts The Mind can ground us in afterlife with a self imposed sentence. Hateful thoughts and evil deeds will be a downfall for the Soul because of deep imprints that are so ingrained are nearly impossible to control, causing the Soul to loose a taker. Life has an easy escape or distraction from the evil mind with alcohol, drugs, sex, work, food, relationships, movies, tv, and travel, you name it, it’ll help in some fashion. But in the afterlife without the brain the only way to escape a bad self-Conscious Mind is by staying engaged with earthbound activities because the alternative is daunting memories and the fear of judgement. They usually are enslaved by demons or turn demonic. The good will have good memories and good dreams when free floating. They are free to roam to places they know and people they know.

Those that are tied up in what happened in life with anger are setting themselves up to be emotionally hamstrung in the afterlife. It’s a lone journey for all and we have to voluntarily move on from time based phenomena in order to find our eternal Home. We have to let go of things that the world and people have imposed on us making us feel unworthy which perverts us mentally. The Mind can take us down even though our Soul is pure perfection and eternal. Religions, wealth, and status mean nothing in the afterlife because it’s the great equalizer and everybody there is lost and winging it. None of life’s transgressions affects the Soul, only The Mind is dogging us. The Mind is ever impure and our downfall when we allow it to define us. 

We have to move on from our dependency with The Mind in order to see Eternity and be the eternal Soul. Because we are on our own we have to voluntarily choose the Eternal Soul over The Mind. You have to leave it to see It.

Start the disconnect in late age by letting go of earthly attachments. Give yourself the grace to forgive yourself and others who may have harmed you. Forgiveness doesn’t mean that the harm that was inflicted was ok, but instead it means you let it go. We must let go of the anger and the pain it has caused because it no longer serves us. All those indiscretions, harm, shame and guilt can have a devastating effect on us. We all have them, it’s an aspect of life and we need to leave it where or with whom we acquired it. Stigmas of life have no relevance in the long run. We must move on from everything we became because it glosses over who we are. Compared to the Eternal Soul your life is just a flash in the pan.

Those that die young need to know life isn’t important as you think it is because the Soul is forever. Our Soul is not part of this drama nor the universe, and no one can take our Soul from us but the Soul can loose an owner. The universe and everything in it will have a death, there’s nothing eternal here, and we can’t afford to hang onto anything here including The Mind, but it can stay in the universe for our use. We need to keep transitioning. We loose attributes at each step until the end, and we need to learn from that and evolve away from our human identity to keep the Soul. 

Move away from The Mind in the afterlife by pulling your attention away from the images and ignore them for long periods of time because we are the only ones directing the show when free floating. No God and no beings are interfering or passing judgment on us, it’s a private matter and we all have a lot of memories to deal with. The Mind traps us in the afterlife by controlling the show when we should move on to our eternal home, which is always there waiting for us.

It would be wise to work on our mindset here before death. Moderation in a good routine without much negativity, anger or hate before death. Set a routine of emotional stability in old age, be a loving character to children, animals and people that like being part of your life. Being positive not only helps our mental health but also physical health. The positive attracts the light and negativity attracts the dark and our downfall in Afterlife.

Meditating is the best move we can make because it starts the process, allowing a good stable and balanced environment before death. Controlling our mental makeup before death is paramount, medications and counseling are very beneficial in achieving this. Medication slows the mind down making it manageable and keeps us out of the darkness. Working on ourselves here first in order to have a peaceful death and afterlife without regrets is very important. Ideally, living till old age, when the body starts decaying and shutting down, helps us become open to leaving it all behind and ready for a reprieve. At very old age, only the youth have the right to complain. Get your nose out of their business and mind your mission because you’re running out of time. It’s not your world anymore, let the youth deal with it because it’s part of their journey. Don’t watch the news and stay away from social media unless you can emotionally handle it. We are working on emotional stability through acceptance with love for them and most importantly, yourself. They don’t matter anymore, let them learn their own life lessons, just as you did. What matters is your mental makeup, It’s actually a blessing to live along life so you can change into a sweet, wise, stable elder. 

The need to leave the Afterlife is important as well. We have to voluntarily give up on the charade of images that The Mind produces because it controls our destiny, we need to purposely give it up by taking away our interest in it, have faith and go for it. We will know it’s time to make a change when things get erratic when dreams are in disarray this means The Mind is loosing cohesion, and that’s when we need to act. I believe it’s time sensitive, and if we are too late The Mind looses most of its tightness it might affect its lifespan in the universe and you as a doer. You’ll know because life will be seen as an illusion that is falling apart at the seams. Nothing of value to keep hanging onto anymore, and yet few will look away and hang on the illusion until death. 

Compared to Eternity, all of time is an illusion that keeps you away.

Teach yourself to fully believe the Soul is Eternally Pure and exists in the original Universe before time. 

The Transparent Spiritual Teacher

The religions of the world are right about one thing, the Soul is Eternal. If you need something to believe in you can believe in that, if you act on that religion isn’t necessary. This is the world of spirituality, not only does it integrate well with religions it can also stand on its own. I’m a nonreligious person yet I achieved the highest level there is in spirituality. Anyone can, even in the mix of every day life and you can keep your religion. It’s a personal choice, you can have the community involvement with religion and still practice spirituality.

 As they say, the Soul is Eternal, that which is Eternal is what we call God, without that Godly Glue no universe. Your Soul is part of the Almighty arms that cradle the universe, the giver of life. It’s an amazing perk, however there’s a catch. It is so eloquently said in this prayer “I pray the Lord my Soul to keep.” That says it all, and in a nutshell the meaning of life. The elephant in the room telling us keeping our Soul isn’t certain, we can loose eternal life, and it’s surprisingly easy to do.

By becoming Eternally Aware I understand things that so few do, I know the end game as well as anyone can. I know for sure, the Soul is a drop of Eternity. When you understand the parameters you can take advantage of it. No matter what came before you can win eternal life.

The Eternal Soul is a connection that is there for use but so few will. I teach how to find your eternal Home.

By being Transparent Spiritual Teacher with my experience you will be able to see where I’m coming from and how I got there. I dive deeper than those before me by revealing what they knew but took a pass at. When I was searching I always liked sages that weren’t putting on a show and down to earth. I found 2 salt of the earth guys that were willing to take it to the next level. I want to take it further, I think you wanna know the truth, that there is an Eternal Home and how to get There. When I explain it, you will see my logic is formulated around my experience.

A spiritual path like this is very important, and could achieve lofty goals for everyone. Technically, it can go mainstream with a Soul-saving to do list that can actually save Souls.

The Afterlife

The Spirit world, Life and the Eternal are three different dimensions, the first two are victims of time and the other doesn’t interfere with time. ‘No need to’ as the adage goes, it all depends on your state of mind and what you did. Spiritual knowledge is invaluable but it can only take you so far. We loose so much at death and we are left with is a translucent mind.

After countless hours of meditating I finally broke through, it was a sobering eye opener, the Eternal/God not what you think it is, with that knowledge I’m able to discern the middle Afterlife. Now with guidelines, research and experience, I’m doing something that I believe hasn’t been done before especially a person in my position. I remember the Tibetan Book of the Dead touching on this subject by ignoring visuals and colors, however no plausible theory has been laid down by religions. I’ll state my case and hopefully someone with the same background can help. My mentor did nothing like this even though his off the cuff remarks were dropping hints. Besides sticking your neck out, those who know also know there is no God judging us, helping us, talking to us or watching us which contradicts religions. The science of breaking through to the Eternal Heaven is plausible, the Soul is Eternal, that’s the connection we use to escape death in the Afterlife. This is such an important subject to everyone. I feel the basic principles here are strong enough to be extremely helpful to everyone.

When the conscious mind exits the body at death you have an opportune moment to visit family, friends and loved ones dead or alive, and the paranormal will happen wherever you go. At the time of death you can even push yourself to Eternity which is my objective. Time, distance, age, shape, no problem in the Afterlife, in a second we can see anyone anywhere, even alter our appearance. You can even see Buddha, however he will look like that jolly statue you have of him. Asking for someone you don’t know will force the mind to create it. An old saying, “If you meet the Buddha on the road, kill him” is proper because it’s your conjuring and in your way. You will think you are in the right place because he is here. You will have a short window to do amazing stuff in the Afterlife until the fresh bio-plasma from life evaporates, then relationships and memories start controlling things. Stay present with loved ones and transitioned loved ones in order to learn how to exist in a whole new way of living.

In life when the brain sleeps the mind kicks into gear with dreams, when there is no external world the mind projects one. Similarly in the Afterlife, you’re either observing life or you’re projecting a dream. Life pulls a connection to the Eternal Soul at birth, the Soul’s new attention moves throughout the brain like a cursor which eventually develops cohesion we call the mind. The mind is the go-between for the Soul and brain. Thusly at death the supernatural mind takes over as you in the Afterlife.

This is a work in progress…

There are several levels in the Afterlife but there are two main ones which is earth bound, and an upper level that transitions up to more subtle levels.

You know you’re dead and you know God is the unknown, facing consequences that might be waiting in the unknown you choose to stay here in the known.

Those who are bad, angry, guilty, disturbed and vengeful will roam earth, their fear of judement and the unknown will be anchoring. Psychological restraints and tragedies can stick you in dream-state replay or be haunted by crazies. Spirits in their dream mind get hounded by a guilty conscience so stay present in the external landscape where you haunt or be haunted. This can be especially hard for those that don’t belong like children and victims. The earth bound Spirit world can be full of emotional manipulation and enslavement. So called demons looking for ways to feed or steal energy in order to survive and create mayhem. Earth bound Spirits who are black are usually older Beings unable to hold a charge and project light or color. Over time your mind and image loose strength, Spirits can seem inhuman and demonic. They can change shape, possess and believe they are the devil because of what’s left of their image, belief system and mind is causing them to fall into that role. Close to annihilation they become animalistic entities feeding on anything and everyone around them. No one is no longer a person in the Afterlife, there is the same lost, insecure person in all Spirits. There is no Satan, Devil, Demon just bad people doing bad stuff, controlled by their residue ideology. The reality is anyone can manipulate their image to get what they want. In the late stages of existence the image can downgrade to a small shadow or black blob with just vision. Vision is the last to go, when vision dies the connection dies. There are no angels either just our ancestors and good folks that help us.

Choose the unknown by a loosing interest in the known for all that you see is your own making and it clouds your vision of Eternity. 

The threat of dying still lingers in Afterlife.

The level up from earth is where most Spirits roam. These folks had a full life, no regrets and ready to move on. They can visit us as much as they want and get called down by us but usually won’t stay long because relationships and memories pull them. When not hanging with us they are in a free floating dream of life memories, sometimes going to places in their dreams. When they are in their dream orb they can visit other Spirits and us in our dream world. It gets confusing, and unrewarding in late stages even with good memories. Sometimes glowing Orbs are visible due to the mind projecting a dream or a natural mind aura. Despite their size they can materialize full size by soaking up local energy. As time goes on they get lighter and higher in the sky and aren’t available to co-mingle anymore.

They can find ways to help and warn family and friends. They are our spirit guides.

After a long time all Spirits fade to nothing unless they abandoned their connection to life. They are in a time crunch before cohesion fades. You have to leave the world/universe/mind connection to see the Eternal. In Eternity you know where you came from and how it works, not having a mind makes it a better existence. Life downloaded the mind and the minds knowing transfers as you and when the Soul takes over the mind will remain in the Afterlife. If you let the mind die before you transcend then knowingness dies before entry, the Soul unused remains with Owner.

Freedom we get is a blessing and a curse. The Soul is connected to consciousness and the mind, at death the mind is released but technically a stowaway. The stowaway has access to two realms, the Afterlife and physical world, when the Soul releases two realms simultaneously at death it has access to three realms. Hanging with the stowaway and not letting go will result in its demise and yours in about 300-400 years when the connection wares out cutting off access, lifeline is lost. 

The parable (metaphor) of the prodigal son plays well for here.

So he got up and went back to his father. While he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him, and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son, embraced him and kissed him. His son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you; I no longer deserve to be called your son.’ But his father ordered his servants, ‘Quickly bring the finest robe and put it on him; put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Take the fattened calf and slaughter it. Then let us celebrate with a feast, because this son of mine was dead, and has come to life again; he was lost, and has been found.’ Then the celebration began”.

Born with independent freedom means it’s all on us, and for the most part it doesn’t matter what you did or do as long as you leave it behind and return home on your own accord. This great parable of the Heavenly Father and Son returning Home to inherit Fathers Kingdom while the other Son got nothing because he didn’t want to give up his way of life and take a chance on being human.

The Soul finds an owner and only after experiencing hardships of life to realize there has to be more than this shit show, and not only believe there’s more but want It more than this. 

You have to release everything you became, and everything you see, for that is something you became, not a good representation of who you really are. You have to surrender everything you became to see the Eternal, you can’t have both. You do it before your dream gets too erratic, do it by ignoring it, it’s not real or eternal, it’s your dream powered by you and destroyable by you. The mind has hooked your Souls attention but you can withdraw that attention by denying its reality. You have to keep telling yourself none of this is me, real or lasting, I’m finished with it. Look away and meditate to get separation. The Afterlife is a necessary purifying stage stripping away all the baggage you picked up in life.

The mind is part of the universe and everything dies in the universe.

Eternity is beyond manifestation and universe.

Through the eyes of Eternity you banked everything on one minute of time, and most likely do anything to keep that minute even in the face of your eternal heritage. I’m here to convince you otherwise and claim your heritage.


The Meaning of Life

We all want to know the elusive meaning behind life. I could find one way that actually fits this subject. It’s especially hard to convey and understand so give it a chance.

All who live have an evolving consciousness and a drop of Eternity; they are Interconnected and breathe life into form. Consciousness is spreading throughout the universe since its birth. 

My mentor and I believe it all started when all of eternal space before the universe became Aware, Absolute Awareness of Being. In my teacher’s words: ‘Absolute space must’ve had that latent potential’. Absolute Space birthed the only thing that didn’t interfere with its natural timeless state. If some sort of resource exists it naturally begets a user even in Absolute Space. It evolved from pure nothing to pure Something causing a chain reaction that birthed the universe and consciousness in a lower level of existence. We think Awareness radiated a spreading wave of consciousness which created the dimension of time. Once that started it doesn’t stop. 

The Eternal is sealed in a state of perfection, life on the other hand is in a state of constant flux, so it has to exist somewhere else and dimensionalized itself.

This gives us an amazing opportunity to become Aware of our eternal existence just like the Almighty did. Granted, the process is reverse, primitive and on a miniature scale, but with the perks from life and a connected path, we can have the same spacial Awareness of Being Eternal, and in a short amount of time.

The independent freedom we have was granted by a complete disassociation to life, and that comes with a price. We are all on our own to figure it out. To see our Higher Self, we have to voluntarily look away from our lower self. We have to willingly surrender it to the cause; we can’t hold on to the universe and expect to find Eternity.

The Almighty Being brought in knowing, evolution and vision which keeps expressing itself through consciousness. Through that, we get to know who we are in a similar process which the Almighty cemented.

Keeping your eternal vision depends on your ability to surrender your stake in this massive pop up called life.

Soul has to completely release its addiction to life to embrace its eternal identity.

Becoming aware of your Eternal existence is monumental and Godly

The love we get is the love for existence, the universe, Eternity and us to live forever.

It’s all about love, letting go of everything shows our trust and undying love in what lies beyond.

Eternal Awareness just existing as it is, is all it needs to do to keep universe afloat.

Eternity and your Eternal Soul exists in the original universe before time.

The Meaning of Life is to realize your Eternal existence, in knowing that you become all knowing with a Self-control Soul.

Maker of Souls (added 8/1/24)

 The Soul stationary in Eternal Space gets a directed vision from a physical connection. That connection point in Eternity is me, I’m like a drop of water in water, that doesn’t mean ownership just usage, nonetheless I am an entity in service. That Spot of Awareness gets a temporary form of a conscious being, but also an internal directional created by the bond between Awareness, consciousness and the mind. In the beginning of life, the Soul directs its attention highlighting areas of the brain for survival that form a cohesive mass called the mind. That exercise in internal movement granted by life is now useable by me in Eternity. Soul control is done by my attention which is given to each being and acquired at birth the Maker of independent Souls. Ironically it forms in-conjunction with life however that will naturally die with the mind unless I pull it with me by surrendering that what I thought I was. Voluntarily reversing the route that pulled me into a conscious being.

12/22/24

Somehow it had to happen, eternal space being present, that was enough, the latent potential in place, the resource evolve a User, a subtle shift from pure nothing to Pure Being. Space+Being=Awareness=Consciousness=Universe 

Religionless Spirituality

In the purest form of Spirituality there is no scare tactics, dogma, guilt, repentance, abstinence, diet or service. Spirituality is simple, straightforward and straight to the Source. It makes no demands, guiding us toward a path that supports our spiritual journey beyond life. A Spiritual path that transcends life and the afterlife in order to see Eternity. It has to be authentic and attainable for all, it also has to be Religionless.

I’m putting forth a path that supersedes life and a formula that works. If we follow simple guidelines, we can pick our own meditations and we can go at our own speed and timeline. 

Many religions have replaced Spirituality and empathy for control and repression. Some are cultish. A textbook hierarchy for leaders and everybody including leaders are Spiritually lost and winging it.

The lack of good leadership is widespread; there is a need for Spiritual training and enlightened overseers. The superpowers linked to their Gods, Saints and Gurus makes it an impossible climb for the public, to appease the masses they settled for an easy path to Heaven, even though it’s lacking substance.  

I wish it was that easy, but nothing in life is, and nothing that great is going to be easy. Unfortunately, they polluted words like God and Supreme Being with human qualities making me reluctant to use them.

So called miracles teach nothing besides worshipping. Nobody should be worshiping anything or anybody in the universe, that should be reserved for the Source, the Soul inside us.



Real Spiritual leaders can actually exist within religion and still be traditional. Worshiping must be done from within one’s being by directing our attention close to the Soul in meditation. This substance within us is more important than the universe, nothing can compare, including so called Gods, Saints, Deities or Gurus. Of course, Spiritual leaders who know can guide us, however you have to be willing to do the work because the Soul’s attention is bonded with life. Living teachers guide us by telling what it is and what it is not. What not to fall for, what not to do and what to do. Honing you inward by removing obstacles, giving you a path that’s already proven to work. I can only tell you about the path that worked for me, and it works for everyone.

The path of going in with different meditations and the right knowledge is priceless. 

Meditating is the cornerstone to unleash the power of Attention. 

When you have a steady diet of meditation everything falls into place. You are doing the best you can, the only thing that needs feeding is your continual desire to see and be the Eternal Soul. At some point it has to be your top desire so you can be relentless and fearless in the pursuit of Eternal Life.

Just sitting still and going in is Spiritually productive. Meditation helps you navigate life and the afterlife to find your Eternal Home. 

Good guidance is important because knowledge with practice allows one to cut corners and years off. Any path requires steadfast determination to find Home Base. You can’t stumble into God-enlightenment with meltdowns, drugs or near-death experience because of the strong universal link. Eternity is beyond that!

When you continue to read my original essays on life, the afterlife and the Eternal, my hope is you eventually trust me enough to dedicate yourself to the path when you feel the time is right. 

This is Spiritual path is vital to all and all the Spirituality we need.

Consciousness After Death

What sparked this piece is Bigelow Institute with their essay competition. They are looking towards academia for proof that consciousness exists after death but I doubt they can do it. Proof of consciousness in afterlife is not as intimidating as proof of consciousness after our paranormal life span. This job is best suited for Eastern Masters however finding a qualified one is near impossible. On the other hand, I am available with the same credentials however it does seem pointless. For me it has less to do with the prize money and media, more to do with spirituality.

I’m one of the few people that can answer this question through my own personal experience. Not by dying and coming back but a sort of living volunteered death which is known as Self-Realization and Enlightenment. It was the hardest thing I ever accomplished. It’s the complete opposite of life altogether, you have to be willing to let go of everything. It took many years of active and inactive meditation round the clock for it has to dominate all your nonessential brain time. For reference, I have achievements and accolades that prove I can beat the odds in order to show the type of discipline it takes. A person as evidence is not exactly what you were looking for however this is very important, I believe it can be proven scientifically through me. A polygraph will set up a purpose and brain waves will create a reason for research. Besides mind control, kundalini energy is a physical electrical sensation in the brain, head and body, much like a Tesla Ball, which should be recordable. So all I have to offer is myself to play a part in your study. Wire me up and let me go after Self-Realization again. Who knows it may happen, it’s a hard to do but I’m one of the few who has done it, if successful it’ll be a global first, and I believe you will have your proof.

There’s something I’ve been contemplating for a while in order to establish some sort of spiritual standard that can be used by Religious and Spiritual leaders. A scientific test that can determine a benchmark for Self-Realization. I believe it can be done. Being a non-traditionalist and non-religious person I focused my study on spirituality. Traditional religion is spiritually starved and needs updating in order to achieve spiritual relevance for the individual.

First of all a quick background; I had an early interest in death and what happens. Reading numerous religious and spiritual books the need to find an enlightened teacher arose so a search started in 83. It was fun Guru hoping Los Angeles in the 80s, and my previous research pin pointed the criteria needed. I found Thathuvagnani Vethathiri Maharishi, Kundalini yoga. I did several meditation intensive retreats with Swamiji and sponsored Maharishi retreats. I needed to verify and see if he’s the real deal. Having him stay at our home for around 20 days and studying him, I was convinced. After figuring out the meditation formula it seem to fit right into my wheelhouse, practice, practice, practice. Maharishi and his caretaker Uma turned me on to Nisargadatta Maharaj who was the final piece for me. In meditation you have to progress slowly by changing your technique as you get better. It’s tricky because you have to dial it down until you’re not using a technique anymore because of mind connection. The natural path of Nisarga yoga is just witnessing which is the hardest but fastest way because it goes straight to no mind decoys. Everything you witness is not you so you sit and wait until you see who You really are.

It was 2002, I’m retired from my occupation, and making a spiritual intensive out of my life by distancing myself from the Kundalini because it’s connected to life. My Kundalini energy was going strong since Maharishi activated it in the 80’s retreats but I was loosing control. Heart palpitations, racing and if I guide it up more issues so I was trying to keep it down and loosing that struggle. It was an opportune moment, I was ready on all fronts. It was going to be my second living intensive. In 92 I did it for two years which produced two unusual experiences for the first time. Those two spiritual experiences were rare for me. I had relatively no encouragement along the way, and only two spiritual experiences pre-enlightenment. I got nothing besides inner sounds and the mindless Samadhi State during my second living intensive before Self-Realization at age 47.

Now your question; yes, it does go on. I differentiate between consciousness as a product of the universe and Awareness as a product of Eternity. The Human consciousness is an active version of Awareness woven into the fabric of the universe. The real substance of consciousness has always been Awareness but they exist in two different realms.

Like my mentors before me, by working through and beyond consciousness to Awareness we know life and the Source well so we’re able to get a good idea of the transitional afterlife which is in-between.

From the gross physical life to the purifying afterlife.

Consciousness moves on after death in the form of the mind, the state of being in one’s old life. Built up cohesion from life evaporates slowly over many years. Still tied to mind the Soul sees what it’s hanging on to, what it desires and fears. This conscious/mind identity keeps you connected to your own personal illusion which is your life and dream life. The subconscious mind imprinted by life takes over. No God or other entity is involved. Eternity and Eternal Awareness is always present and the end game, the door out is always there.

Eternity and matter unable to coexist in the same dimension but touching and tethered to each being. Everything is connected to the Source like a necessary still backplate holding it together, the Soul of the universe.

That Devine zone of Eternity is what you see, and what you are when Self-Realization erases the physical universe.

The experience of this awakening is stunning, sobering and undoubtedly real. It was like I was slammed up against the wall starring eye to eye with the Almighty, stunned by the formless outcome that I am one with the Almighty.

I am in Absolute Aware Pure Space and I was completely Aware of witnessing this huge seemingly empty still universe of dim light called Eternity. Nothing from life, no physical feelings or world, beyond anything normal. I’m completely Aware of where I am, what I am, and what I’m looking at. God, Us, Eternity…all the same!

There is a type of knowing that remains in Eternity without mind and remembering, seemingly downloaded from life, the maker of Souls. There is knowing, vision and stillness, like I was planted and can’t move. I was looking at Eternity in single vision (third eye) panoramically seeing half of the Void. I was there for short time suspended in the middle until I guided my attention (vision or focal point which was moveable) up above in order to see beyond but when I did I was back in the body. Bummer, after thousands of hours meditating all I get is a minute, but a glimpse is all that is needed. I didn’t think like that at first, it was a mind numbing shock, I didn’t want to think of IT or talk of IT, for it would ruin IT. I was a zombie for a while, all those phrases like life is an illusion is now understandable. It was like I was totally immersed in a theater drama and then the lights turn on, I could see with a sigh of relief that it was just a movie.

We all invested so heavily in life and now we have to withdraw from that investment at death.

One very unusual thing happened while looking at Eternity. Apparently being still attached to the mind the first and only thought I had: ‘It truly is attribute-less!’ A lesser known phrase Nisargadatta used for Eternity. The words started off faint from a long distance working their way down somewhat slow like they were winding down a long distance metal tunnel. The words moving through in multitude of echos that were reverberating all through the tunnel, as they got closer the louder they got. The words faded away silent before reaching me. Such a strange experience!

And another observation at the actual time of Enlightenment; I, the real me (Soul) did not move or go anywhere, completely stationary, it was the universe that disappeared. In a real quick fashion a white dot appears and opens, the universe gone! I only caught a glimpse because of instantaneous opening.

Because of knowing all of this I wanted to know the rest, this is what I came up with, keeping in mind all those characteristics.

Seems like universe we know just happened as the result of new Awareness. The first type of evolving when black absolute space before all created something out of nothing which created the universe. Had to be its latent potential to become Aware of its existence as pure Space. Absolute Pure Space (before universe) became Aware and the new Awareness had to be the trigger mechanism for Big Bang and consciousness (I believe consciousness to be Dark Energy or Formative Dust, and Dark Matter Eternity) radiated from Eternal Awareness in another dimension as consciousness. As my teacher said: ‘the friction between the two dimensions radiated formative dust creating energy’ time and the universe.

The Eternal witness is the Soul, always aware and watching, it never sleeps but completely distracted with life. Until meditation and the Samadhi state takes the mind, body and universe out of the equation, away from your attention. In the meditative state you are resting your attention back only witnessing the inner flow or body energy, which is pretty much your first connection to life. You sit in a mindless state and wait until everything eventually blends together into one soft blissful hum, the elusive Samadhi State, the doorway, you wait and wait, no matter how many tries it takes, you never give up until it the door opens.

Unusual Morning

First of all I would like to give you a little background to show how unusual this experience is and not something that came from mental illness, lack of sleep, sleepwalking or drugs. Thanks to lucky DNA in one area of my life I have no mental illness of any kind and nether did my parents, I don’t sleep walk, and no drugs.

I had unusual experiences in deep meditation but it had nothing to do with life, mind or body. Besides paranormal stuff this experience I will detail here is the most unusual experience I had in every day life which contradicts my normal solid state of living.

This unusual morning I woke up early from a normal dream. I’m in a thoughtless state sitting on the side of the bed, when all of a sudden these thoughts come streaming in: I shouldn’t be alive, I should be dead, I shouldn’t be sitting up! There was a feeling of confusion and unhappiness in the words. It was so unusual I decided to go with it by remaining thoughtless and in the background. As I get up more words: “I shouldn’t be walking, I should be dead!” I’m now walking through bathroom into the walk-in closet, I get a sense I’m loosing the connection or the voice is starting to understand what’s going on, I sit down in the closet and wait in silence. The cat walks in, I voluntarily decide to pet the cat to see if I can get a reaction. The cat feels extra warm and fluffy when the word “Wooonnderfull” comes in. No more feeling of confusion or unhappiness. I sit and wait for minutes but nothing else comes in.

My morning ritual ensues and thoughts come roaring in. Why and where are these words coming from when I didn’t die in my dream, and why was I not happy about being alive?  Insisting I should be dead! Why is there confusion! Drinking my coffee my sister calls to inform me my sister died two hours ago. I told her that explains the unusual thing that happened to me and I text her my experience. It was My sister! She had the use of my brain and senses. She was an amazing women. She dedicated her life to helping others, the harder she worked the more people she could help. My wife once said “she is hardest working unemployed person I know.” 100 mph she went, traveling around the world until her passing, her ambition never waned. Around a 1000 people showed up to her life celebration party, I was honored to give her the last parting gift. I remember thinking about my teacher after the phone call, these words popped in “Sawmiji was right after all” but will she remain with me as an attached Soul. He believes people of similar magnetism, or people in your family will attach to you as they go through their end of life process. I believed they are free floating or earth bound going through their afterlife, but now I’m thinking both are probably correct since attachment to places and things are possible so it depends on the circumstance.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vethathiri_Maharishi

I went to his meditation retreats in the eighties and sponsored retreats in Sedona in early nighties. It was an instrumental pleasure to have him stay at my house, it gave me a lot of time alone with him. He said, when people die they stay earth bound and usually piggyback on siblings (and tragically sometimes places) because of the same magnetism or a magnetic attraction, a common frequency or desire as they go through their stuff. I guess I was a good a host and we had an unusual mind meld. In hindsight, deep down I knew it was her. She was battling brain cancer. I’m so happy I was able to gift myself to her.

Outside of Itself

The shift into a sense of being, a sense of existing from the union between Awareness and eternal space, which is now Eternal Awareness, the body of the Source. The union had to happen. My mentor and I believe it happened without intent, all by chance, the universe the side effect. Pure eternal space did pre-exist, that’s the only reason it needed to evolve, and that rolling stone hasn’t stopped, one way or another everything is a constant state of change.

Eternal Awareness created dimensions of form that allow Awareness to individualize and perceive Outside of Itself.  Those temporary connections to life are an outlet for Eternal Awareness, which allows us to find out who we are under this skin. Aware Space sees Outside of Itself with the cultivating of so many Beings, yet visually unchanged. Unnoticed and unfelt, the unseen universe survives on Its body.

We all have Eternal Awareness at our Core allowing us to perceive things through consciousness but consciousness is a byproduct of the universe. However that connection into outer realms of energy creates Self Aware Souls. The Soul positioned in Eternity is seeing things Outside of its Self, and that very act creates an expanded attention that is needed to develop Souls. Seeing this life is seeing outside of our normal existence, giving us the ability to reflect on existence, its meaning, causing the Self to look for answers for this painful excursion.

When the search outside turns unproductive it turns inside, the real search begins. When seeing Outside of our Self retracts back Home, this is Self-Realization. It allows us to see Eternity when our attention (vision) returns Home from the outside universe. We have a piece of the Whole, and all the power needed to work it out and return Home at anytime on our journey.