First of all I would like to give you a little background to show how unusual this experience is and not something that came from mental illness, lack of sleep, sleepwalking or drugs. Thanks to lucky DNA in one area of my life I have no mental illness of any kind and nether did my parents, I don’t sleep walk, and no drugs.

I had unusual experiences in deep meditation but it had nothing to do with life, mind or body. Besides paranormal stuff this experience I will detail here is the most unusual experience I had in every day life which contradicts my normal solid state of living.

This unusual morning I woke up early from a normal dream. I’m in a thoughtless state sitting on the side of the bed, when all of a sudden these thoughts come streaming in: I shouldn’t be alive, I should be dead, I shouldn’t be sitting up! There was a feeling of confusion and unhappiness in the words. It was so unusual I decided to go with it by remaining thoughtless and in the background. As I get up more words: “I shouldn’t be walking, I should be dead!” I’m now walking through bathroom into the walk-in closet, I get a sense I’m loosing the connection or the voice is starting to understand what’s going on, I sit down in the closet and wait in silence. The cat walks in, I voluntarily decide to pet the cat to see if I can get a reaction. The cat feels extra warm and fluffy when the word “Wooonnderfull” comes in. No more feeling of confusion or unhappiness. I sit and wait for minutes but nothing else comes in.

My morning ritual ensues and thoughts come roaring in. Why and where are these words coming from when I didn’t die in my dream, and why was I not happy about being alive?  Insisting I should be dead! Why is there confusion! Drinking my coffee my sister calls to inform me my sister died two hours ago. I told her that explains the unusual thing that happened to me and I text her my experience. It was My sister! She had the use of my brain and senses. She was an amazing women. She dedicated her life to helping others, the harder she worked the more people she could help. My wife once said “she is hardest working unemployed person I know.” 100 mph she went, traveling around the world until her passing, her ambition never waned. Around a 1000 people showed up to her life celebration party, I was honored to give her the last parting gift. I remember thinking about my teacher after the phone call, these words popped in “Sawmiji was right after all” but will she remain with me as an attached Soul. He believes people of similar magnetism, or people in your family will attach to you as they go through their end of life process. I believed they are free floating or earth bound going through their afterlife, but now I’m thinking both are probably correct since attachment to places and things are possible so it depends on the circumstance.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vethathiri_Maharishi

I went to his meditation retreats in the eighties and sponsored retreats in Sedona in early nighties. It was an instrumental pleasure to have him stay at my house, it gave me a lot of time alone with him. He said, when people die they stay earth bound and usually piggyback on siblings (and tragically sometimes places) because of the same magnetism or a magnetic attraction, a common frequency or desire as they go through their stuff. I guess I was a good a host and we had an unusual mind meld. In hindsight, deep down I knew it was her. She was battling brain cancer. I’m so happy I was able to gift myself to her.